Monthly Archives: January 2014

Hello!

Hey hey!! How’re you all doing? I hope good… 🙂 i’ve been crazily busy with schoolwork and TUITIONS this month. I have physics, addmaths, english and music lessons after school. Soon i would have to find chemistry and maybe one more english tuition. I habe to wait for my chinese teacher to come back from china to teach me chinese.

Im sad that i missed the chance to learn flute and BALLET forever. Tbh i teared up shh! I have been wanting to learn ballet for the longest time ever and now its too late. Im in o-level this year and its too late to start any musical/art/leisure things. Its saddens me although i try not to think about it.

I have joined Interact, Red Crescent and Newsletter&Magazine club for the school activities. Today was my first Interact class (?) and i felt very pressured as most of the students were older than me. I felt scared and nervous the whole hour. My first Newsletter&Magazine club class will be tomorrow. I’m nervous and excited about that.

Im happy that i have become more flexible with my body as i have doing yoga for around half a year. I have tried Tripsichore Yoga, Kundalini, Vinyasa and Hatha. I have to say that Vinyasa is my FAVORITE!!! It is so fun as there is a little variety (i absolutely hate it when you repeat the same poses over and over again omfg) i want try gentle flow and yin yoga. It sounds cool. VERY cool.

I really want to be a prefect! I
They are choosing around October which is a long way to go from now but im nervous and scared. What if i dont get to become a prefect?! Omg! :O i dont think i can stand it because this is the last year that you can become a prefect…i think. After this year no more people from our class can be a prefect as its time to choose the lower class students.
I remember the last year when i didnt get picked to be a prefect, I BALLED MY EYES OUT. I cried so hard! D:

I have other goals too, such as becoming the president for Interact, becoming the president for Red crescent at the end of the year, running a marathon and participating for sports day. This is being very ambitious i know but well, at least im dreaming. Everyone should dream! Bye loves x

*Sigh*

The day was going well, nothing very big happened, just the usual things. I picked Red Crescent and Magazine club for my core curriculum activities and Interact for my extra curriculum activity. Im looking forward to it!

Anyways that was totally irrelevant to the point of this post. What happened was, after school i had piano tuition, and after that we (mum,me,sis) went to Sidewalk for dinner. We drove home after eating pasta (all three of us ate pasta-i ate alio olio) and my sister told me that my previous teacher (i wont name any names because that is just plain rude ) is teaching her this year and she told my sister not very great things about me…although i thought i behaved quite well in her class. The teacher never really got mad at me and i thought she was alright with me as she is always friendly and smiling, but I GUESS NOT. I was furious, pissed off and annoyed by the fact that she felt that way about me but never really showed it. She was nice towards me when she taught me English but now i finally know that she didnt like me AT ALL. She said things along the lines of ‘i didnt do well in her class, i didnt get high marks, etc.’ But the thing is, no one in her class ever gets A except one or two at times. All of us would be hoping and hoping to get a B!

So…i was disappointed and pissed off. And then that was when i thought, ‘why am i so angry about such a small matter?’ Why was i so furious at what she commented about me? I started to wonder what had triggered me to feel this way.
I started thinking out of the box and thought ‘oh well, i may not have found the reason why i got mad at that but i can always change the way i think! You can decide whether you want to be in control of your own self!’

Its REALLY REALLY hard i know but if you try hard enough, it comes true. I promise! So change the way you think. Think positive! Be a proton! Send positive vibes instead of negative to others because negative vibes push people away from you. You dont want to lonely!

Start now! Dont wait ❤️

Its been a LONG time

Hey everyone! I’m really sorry that i dont update my posts often. I’ll try really hard to keep writing posts so yeah. Sorry again.

Anyways……HAPPY NEW YEAR! Its a new year (2014) and its time to start fresh! Make new friends, more memories and definitely more experiences.

School starts tomorrow for me so im a little anxious about that but we’ll see how it goes. I bought school stationeries (a thick book for my notes, four pens; 2 blue 2 black, a ‘diary’ and a planner [the germans call it a timer apparently-my planner’s from germany]

I cant wait to experience good and bad things which the universe has in store for me. I welcome and appreciate all of them because i know that in the end everything will be alright and it will change me for the better (i hope!!)

Studies are gonna be really really tough starting from this year as im in O-Level now. Scary!

I have to buy a desk calender soon (idk why but its really hard to find for me) and maybe a new school bag?! My books will be so much thicker than last year so i will need to get a stronger and long lasting bag that will keep my books not damaged for a year. It’s going to be hard to find a bag that i will like haha!

Good luck to all of you and bless ya! Ciao xxx