Monthly Archives: August 2014


Hey loves! I hope you guys had a great day…because i did too!!

The day started pretty early at 8am (actually it was REALLY early for me) and i studied a little bit of Chemistry because we have this topical test coming up and im very sure its gonna be super hard so i realised that i needed to study my ass off.

After that my dad and i walked opposite our house to a restaurant that soon was revealed that it was closed so we walked over to the building next to the restaurant which was a ‘kopitiam’ (open cafe) but there were no seats available. The cafe was filled with so many people that my dad and i had to squirm our way through. In the end we walked to another kopitiam nearby. We ordered a bowl of Laksa each and boy it tasted good! It wasn’t incredibly delicious, it was just the plain old classic Laksa that everyone loves ❤️

After walking back home, i finished my notes on Chemistry then started working out because im going to the beach tomorrow woohoo! Before anyone judges me because im going to the beach on monday instead of going to school… Tomorrow’s Malaysia Day!! So its a public holiday. Everyone would probably use the whole day to study Chemistry and other subjects while im going to the beach buttttt i will study hard and get higher than all of em. Well at least i’ll try. NO GUARANTEES! I hate making promises just to break them *sigh*

Anyways today’s workout has been one of the most intense workouts ever. I guess i was somehow motivated…? I do random things at random times (dont worry until now i still dont understand myself) I did ab workouts then moved on to my favourite hobby, yoga! Oh boy the copious amount of sweat everytime i do yoga is just ridiculous. Its only yoga that makes me sweat so much.

I still cant do a handstand nor a straddle (middle) split to this day. But im going to make it happen!!! Arghhh i will work towards my goal.

Another one of my very desperate goals is to GROW!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA GROW TALLER 😭😭😭 i hate being 5’3 for so long. I want to grow up to 183cm. Its so hard…no matter what i do i just dont grow. 😦 Magic god or universe or whatever, please help me to grow taller. I will be eternally grateful and you know that.

Anyways enough talking of wishes to some magical wish granting god
somewhere in the world and back on my day. After working out and having an awesome refreshing shower, i jumped (not literally obvs lolol) into casual clothes and just lounged around lazily (aka what i do most of my life)

I was planning to go to the park behind my house for interval running then do chin ups at the monkey bars to gain strength for my dream handstand when SUDDENLY… “CRACKABOOOOM!&)@?1?@2(@&”!!$” (and yes that was me trying to put thunder sound into words hehe c: ) rain started to pour as the sky turned dark and windy. I was sad that the rain ruined my day. I even ate banana and drank milk for energy! Huhuhu T.T

Now im in my room sitting at my desk typing words on my ipod. My sister just arrived from her Scouts camp that was an overnight trip. My mum really missed her a lot so im happy that she’s back to make my mum joyful. My parents fought this morning which explains why my dad and i only went out to eat breakfast. The fight was somehow left behind (im pretty sure its not solved) but everyone’s alright so i guess its all good!

Im gonna catch up with my sis then eat dinner after my mum finish preparing. I can already smell all the goodness from here ahh❤️ I might watch a sweet romantic movie after…and depending on my mood, i might type out another post on the computer about something (secret)

Thanks for reading and now you can go on with your daily life while i eat dinner hahaha! Cheers x


Oh my! + New Experience

I just realised after posting ‘Urgh’ that it’s been a little more than a month since i wrote (oooops!) so to make up for that heres another post and this topic is something that recently happened.

On the 16th of August, at 12.10pm i arrived at the dentist with my appointment which was supposed to be at 12pm but oh wellsss. A little bit before1pm, i finished my appointment and guess what?!

I HAVE BRACES! I got invisible elastics. I got them both on my upper teeth and lower teeth. For the people who are thinking of getting braces soon or are going to get them soon, heres an inside scoop of what it is, how it feels like and dos and donts!

So first they will put on a mould for your teeth and the nurse would mix various ingredients together and make a sticky paste. The dentist will put the mould on your teeth (one for your upper teeth and one for your lower teeth) and wait until the paste loses its color or sth like that then after getting the shape, the dentist will polish your teeth and stuff to get ready to put those train tracks on.

Next, there would be this blue toothpaste looking thing which is the glue for your braces to stick on. The paste tastes super sour and bitter and argh its just horrible. I tried to not let my tongue touch the paste. After putting the glue the metal cubes are pasted onto the teeth. This blue light which i think is something like UV light is shone on the glue to let it dry into cement. The next stage is quite unclear for me because i didnt really know what was going on but they put in this wire through all the metal cubes pass each tooth and yeah that was it! I was deciding what color i wanted (invisible or white) but in the end i went with invisible. I heard that yellow elastics make your teeth look yellow and dirty which is ‘ewww’ for me so im pretty sure im never gonna use yellow as elastics. Im using light blue elastics next month; the appointment is on 16th of September.

When i first put the braces on, it didnt hurt at all! Everyone that had braces told me that it hurt quite a lot but it didnt hurt at all so i just went on with my daily life until at night, it hit me! The excruciating pain of teeth being under pressure was so hard for me to handle. My whooooooleeee teeth hurt and i couldnt bite or touch my teeth. The first night of having braces was the worst. Brace yourselves guys. The time of pain depends on the person’s shape of teeth and the way the braces are and all that stuff which i dont know in detail so i wont go into that hahaha 🙂

The food is also another important factor. You need to prepare things such as instant chicken soup or mushroom soup or porridge since you cant bite. I usually eat wantan soup and porridge. Remember, theres always a way to eat food in a good yet delicious way!!

So for the teens that are going to get braces in the future….good luck! Im only doing my braces for a year so yay! Remember the younger you are, the less its gonna hurt. But if you put it on when you’re too young, your teeth will eventually change shape and maybe mess up when you get older, even if you have retainers on so keep that in mind. If you think that braces are nerdy or ugly then you can consider Invisalign Teen or transparent braces which in my knowledge is the most expensive choice! Hahaha have fun and take care of your teeth as well as all the parts of your body like your feet or your head, whatever!

This post is pretty long oh my! Anyways see you in my next post :*
—by the way im super stoked for Ariana Grande’s new album My Everything thats coming out in less than a week—


Hey guys its been a while since i wrote so im sorry (im always apologising haha) i guess i should find a way to make time and be commited to this whole blogging thing. The number of followers have been increasing and if you’re not a ghost follower then i would like to give you a big big hug for even taking time to read my blog lol! I love reading blogs and at school today, i was reading blogs with a friend (i was on essena’s and sjana’s blog while smee was on cheesy’s blog) i realised how cool it was to be blogging…and imagine how amazing it would be to become a famous blogger! Thats not a dream of mine but i want to keep blogging so i can always look back and cherish the moments of the past written in words.

The title is ‘urgh’ because i just fought with my mum (as usual) and i wanted to do something to calm myself and this is surprisingly therapeutic! I am a person who’s quite short tempered and impatient. I tend to burst out of anger and scream at people and agh its…not good. So thats a definitely not a pretty side of me but, everyone has a bad side. We’re only humans!

However even with all these bad sides in everybody, its so important to learn to CONTROL and learn to VENT it out in a GOOD way. I realise that most of the things that people squabble about which kinda always lead to fights and periods of ignoring each other and b*tching behind their backs and all these mean stuff…is so not worth it!!!! The reason why i just fought with my mum was because i was annoyed at myself as i couldnt stop hiccuping but i was lazy to get water sooo i threw my phone on the table and let my frustration out….which obviously made my mum mad and she screamed at me, “whats wrong with you?!?? Why would you throw your phone on the table!??!” And of course it might not sound as loud and annoying as when u read it but it was. 😦

I think one of the most important things to tackle in life for me, is to overcome this everyday frustration because first of all, it spreads to people around you and you’d be like a grumpy virus infecting everyone when it could be so much better if you went around spreading happiness to the world and fill everyone with laughter and pure joy!!

It might be easy for some easy going people but this is something that is a HUGEEEE challenge for me since forever ago. I’ve been trying to change my personality but i think that it’s a little worse this year. Its gonna take a while for me to overcome this; hopefully reduce significantly or get rid of it, but i dont want to stop.

Besides if i do get over this challenge, my personality will improve by 100000% because that is the main problem in my life, in my body and in my mind.

I know that the moment when i stop getting so frustrated and mad all the time, its gonna be a big change for me (for the better obviously) and i will start to love myself as well as everyone else. This is the progress of overcoming my challenge and my QOTD is what is YOUR challenge? Is there something in your personality that you want to change or maybe its the way you walk or your posture or whatever it is find the root of the problem and dont stop till you solve it! Good luck, to you and me ❤